New blogg
I have decided to end this blog and start a new one need a new chapter in my life and it's going to be Moore about photo art when I'm done with the design I will publish the new address!
Everything has a start and a ending!
// Aranel . Aprilssunshine

Secrets always have a way of coming out
"Barn är till för att älskas oavsett vems dom är och hur dom kom till - Barn till varje Pris"
I Love this quote and It breaks my heart knowing that some people fight all the time to have a child and no child comes at all. I hope I'm not one of them!

I Love this quote and It breaks my heart knowing that some people fight all the time to have a child and no child comes at all. I hope I'm not one of them!

Truck days
This week I have started my Truck class, and it's really fun, all my classmates are nice Steven have been pickin me up from school! :) So in January I will have my Truck licence!
Other wise I have been in london bought a lots of cloths and shit, and are going to buy 1-2 new cameras after x-mas a Canon eos5 1000 something it's called and a Canon D10 Powershot and it's waterpro!
I MISS MY LITLE SUNSHINE; KEVIN! Bought him Thomas the Train in London for him since he love him so muuuuch!
So soon it's going to be new photos a better Camera maybe another flat as well I will see after x-mas!

Other wise I have been in london bought a lots of cloths and shit, and are going to buy 1-2 new cameras after x-mas a Canon eos5 1000 something it's called and a Canon D10 Powershot and it's waterpro!
I MISS MY LITLE SUNSHINE; KEVIN! Bought him Thomas the Train in London for him since he love him so muuuuch!
So soon it's going to be new photos a better Camera maybe another flat as well I will see after x-mas!

I'm Back LONDON!
Back to basics right? hehe are in L O N D O N!! Yeej have been shopping and will go and shop more tomorrow!
List4en to my Justin B eiber haha i love that gayish kid!
Are going to eat some chinese food, and really have to start to train more now!

Fuck it i had nice hair!
List4en to my Justin B eiber haha i love that gayish kid!
Are going to eat some chinese food, and really have to start to train more now!

Fuck it i had nice hair!
stop worrying, just fucking do it
I have not said anything yet but I have news! I got into a truck training that starts in 2 weeks! What fun and exciting, then when I'm done, I grab my driving and studying the theory and practice driving private! Next week I'm off to dear Uk again to visit my cousins once again That Will Be Fun! :)


My mind is else wear
Trying blogg.se on my iPhone seems to work alright. October here and soon is the real winter knocking on our doors. I haven't used my camera that much this fall not as much that I hoped for so now I have to grab my self and start to take more pics so I have something to put on my wall :) this Saturday is leas first birthday she is so pretty happy birthday Lea winnies daughter!
Have to study math... Sucks!!

I'm Selfish, impatient and a little insecure
“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.”
― Marilyn Monroe

She just described me there!
― Marilyn Monroe

She just described me there!
Just a lovely monday
Monday. Me and Antonia went to Dance Arobic HAHAHAHA really it was fun but we only stayed for 30min and i never laughed so hard in a long time!!! Did some MRL stretched my legs and ate some lasagne mmmm jummy!


Cupcake Princess
Friday. Tierd tierd tierd.. just want to get some more sleep!
Just want to get a diffrent job so are trying to find a practic place learn some stuff!
I just want to say how much i LOVE my man, and nothing can ever change that,hopefully we will be able to expand our lifes with one more member of our family! Only time can tell! :)
Me and beautiful Maeva!


Just want to get a diffrent job so are trying to find a practic place learn some stuff!
I just want to say how much i LOVE my man, and nothing can ever change that,hopefully we will be able to expand our lifes with one more member of our family! Only time can tell! :)
Me and beautiful Maeva!


You said i was your everything and you lied to me.. right Saphira
I've just cleaned my basement today and what I found stuff! I have been crazy not found my box of photos of my grandmother, father, grandfather when they were young. To have found all the pics just mean that i will be tattooed directly after Christmas, probably, and buy a nice giant sofa that can be found on the chili one I know will sell his one to me for less than half price and will buy a new PC as well! Then it will be saving for a trip, and fix the license before Christmas, or hoping for it anyway! So much things have to be done, and i really want to go to school!!!!!!


Merlin Is Back
Week 40. Merlin is back and i missed it so much love the story about King Arthur and camelot!
Are going to the gym today if i have the time have to borrow some books to at the library.
This makes my day better feel like something i lost is back LOVE MERLIN!
Steven got his new Practice are so happy for him, and i think this one will be better for him!

Are going to the gym today if i have the time have to borrow some books to at the library.
This makes my day better feel like something i lost is back LOVE MERLIN!
Steven got his new Practice are so happy for him, and i think this one will be better for him!

as your shadow crosses mine
Yellow diamonds in the light
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
And we're standing side by side
As your shadow crosses mine
What it takes to come alive
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
Shine a light through an open door
Love and life I will divide
Turn away cause I need you more
Feel the heartbeat in my mind
It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny
But I've gotta let it go
We found love in a hopeless place
I can feel my heartbeat beats uncontrollably
Autumn is really here especially in the evenings and it's still summer in the afternoon! Are so eager to wear good knitted shirts and leggings but I still feel like it's too hot so a month is probably perfect weather for a little autumn outfits and especially when I go to london again, I will shop til you drop .. a little anyway, and will bring my camera this time! I feel like changing everything in my life like a new wardrobe haircolour, jackets, paint the walls in a summer colour! Start a new Hobby just be creative and be more fun. I feel like an old old lady and still It's feel like they have moore fun then me!


I got to learn to love me.. whoosah
Im so tierd are goint to eat a peaunt butter sandwish then go to bed are going to the gym tomorrow, have to work out need to move more. Are watching Bad boys 2 now love that movie!
I miss my gran have been calling here so have to try to call here tomorrow!
got to sleep!

I miss my gran have been calling here so have to try to call here tomorrow!
got to sleep!

We found love in a hopeless place
Im back home fron London oh the flight went fast, but all the waiting in the airport never again so much people and were so tierd. London was sad but at the sametime okay, i went to a Malysian festival with my cousin and ate malysian food saw music and people dancing. Did not really buy anything except a Pj:s at prime mark and some underwear. Now i'm home and i missed Saphira so much could not stop thinking about my sweet dog!
Missed Steven too and he came and picked me up at the airport!
So next month i'm going again to london too see my cousins and hope they are well until then!
Are so go to the gym this week I have been lazy have to get in fit can look like this .. ah!


Missed Steven too and he came and picked me up at the airport!
So next month i'm going again to london too see my cousins and hope they are well until then!
Are so go to the gym this week I have been lazy have to get in fit can look like this .. ah!



